Wednesday, July 13, 2005
So many many things happened !!!
Recently really happened so many things.
I am wondering, is all the things happened with a reason?
As NiNi told me last time, why I am so stupid to sacrify so much things until make myself so miserable. Now I think I have to think twice again about this.
I think the things started on the first day of new house meeting in my house.
I was fetching them to another house to get chairs and whiteboard. While they moving those things, I was on phone, how could you ask me to move those things? And mood was down, totally down after meet with NicXXXXX tat day.
Then I try not to show my emotion during the house meeting. What I can do is to go out from house and avoid to see them so I won't make the house meeting become weird. But somehow this action is define as I disagree them to have house meeting in my house. God!!! What I can do??? I dun even have the chance to clarify!!!
After that I think it is good also for them to rent the car. Since I have been burden with the petrol....Just as what Ni feel that I have been troubling for something, I think should be financially with the petrol. Nothing else. Imagine you pump for rm30 without any use and even they pump back for u after used, you still have to pump for another rm10. So I think this is my burden for all this while. Maybe you can say I am stingy and small gas, but imagine it happened too often for me!!!
Then I think the misunderstanding between Ernest and me is worst. If you trying hard to help someone, but in the end the ppl misunderstand you, I think the feeling is not so good. I won't so kepo kepo go kacau ppl if I think it won't help at all....I think maybe I doing the wrong things.
Nvm lar, what done is done, i just hope I can face the new life. Anyway, just hope that he won't sleep until too late so at least he can do something on morning or afternoon.
Ni, now very missing you. Hope that can meet you soon. aiks....now everyone is sick...hope thomas leg fast fast recover, chris n victor n yong sing recover from fever soon also....ha....then I make sure me not fall in sick!!!
I am wondering, is all the things happened with a reason?
As NiNi told me last time, why I am so stupid to sacrify so much things until make myself so miserable. Now I think I have to think twice again about this.
I think the things started on the first day of new house meeting in my house.
I was fetching them to another house to get chairs and whiteboard. While they moving those things, I was on phone, how could you ask me to move those things? And mood was down, totally down after meet with NicXXXXX tat day.
Then I try not to show my emotion during the house meeting. What I can do is to go out from house and avoid to see them so I won't make the house meeting become weird. But somehow this action is define as I disagree them to have house meeting in my house. God!!! What I can do??? I dun even have the chance to clarify!!!
After that I think it is good also for them to rent the car. Since I have been burden with the petrol....Just as what Ni feel that I have been troubling for something, I think should be financially with the petrol. Nothing else. Imagine you pump for rm30 without any use and even they pump back for u after used, you still have to pump for another rm10. So I think this is my burden for all this while. Maybe you can say I am stingy and small gas, but imagine it happened too often for me!!!
Then I think the misunderstanding between Ernest and me is worst. If you trying hard to help someone, but in the end the ppl misunderstand you, I think the feeling is not so good. I won't so kepo kepo go kacau ppl if I think it won't help at all....I think maybe I doing the wrong things.
Nvm lar, what done is done, i just hope I can face the new life. Anyway, just hope that he won't sleep until too late so at least he can do something on morning or afternoon.
Ni, now very missing you. Hope that can meet you soon. aiks....now everyone is sick...hope thomas leg fast fast recover, chris n victor n yong sing recover from fever soon also....ha....then I make sure me not fall in sick!!!
# posted by ourlovestory : 11:48 PM
